Tackling Tough Questions.....

I was asked a question last week.

How do I justify working for an institution that I felt wasn’t representative of who I am?

Despite 20+ years in the arts, it’s a question I’ve never grappled with before.

My initial and honest response was that I wasn’t sure if I could answer it.  The person asking me was surprised and felt sure that if anyone could articulate it properly it would be me.

 But I’m not quite sure I can.

 Later that evening, I saw a piece of theatre that was stunning and moving and beautiful.  Before I saw it, I lamented that no one of color was associated with it and it made me sad.  After seeing it and being moved by the drama – by a piece that stretched across racial, social and economical lines and that stirred my soul, it inspired and saddened me even more so.  After seeing it, it didn’t bother me anymore that no one that looked like me was associated with the creation of the.  What made me sad is that I want people who look like me, and have same and shared experiences like me, and are capable of creating art like that, to have that kind of opportunity for it to be seen and for them to shine.

 Ultimately – my selfish motivation is for an organization/company/theater that’s more representative of me – that’s what I hope and inspire for.  To have that sense of self worth and pride that someone like me can create something beautiful like that.

 3 days later I experienced another show that was equally amazing.  A story with characters that spoke upon the human condition in a real and poignant way.  Characters who felt real and alive, galvanized by dynamic performances.  I left this theater feeling happy and optimistic.  This play had characters that felt and looked like people I know.  There were characters onstage that I could relate to on a level that happens very rarely.  This wasn't what you would call a “Latin play” or a “Spanish play”.  Quiara AlgerÍa Hudes’ WATER BY THE SPOONFUL is a superlative drama, which happens to feature characters of Puerto Rican descent.  It’s not about being Puerto Rican or any other clichéd plot that audiences have had to endure over the years.  This is the kind of theatrical experience I always hope for – entertaining drama that represents a part of who I am.  Kudos to Second Stage for bringing this play to NYC and for giving it the world class production it deserves.  And thank you for restoring my hope……………